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Case Closed... Thank you for your help!

robisnow — Wed, 02 Apr 2008 11:39:00 +0100

As some of you may know last night i was seriously thinking about telling my girlfriend how i felt about our relationship, there was a lot of helpfull advice given and im happy to say i went through with it and told her how i feel.

we are now of course over and i am single once more! we left on good terms and we are still good friends. thankfully there were no tears and all went well.

i would just like to say a thank you to Barry4, Annelockhart, Danzi 12 and Adyeli.

begining of the end

robisnow — Tue, 01 Apr 2008 15:26:00 +0100

i have finally reached breaking point with the relationship side of my life

i feel like an evil monster as i am no longer in love with my girlfriend and everytime we speak it irritates me.

this is not to say i hate the girl or anything, i do love her to bits still but i just dont see this relationship working anymore.

I really hate the fact that i am going to be hurting someone tonight when i tell her how i feel but surely its the right thing to do then just let it drag out...

I wouldn't wish this feeling on anyone, and yet sadly it has befallen upon me.

its been building up for quite a while now though i had doubts i thought they mite pass but they haven't. I was thinking about it and decided i couldn't tell her, yet i was able to tell my close friends everything... surely when you cant tell your girlfriend how you feel yet you can tell others, its time to move on.

in lighter news i now use live journal to document my thoughts...

i hate my job! anyone want to employ me?

robisnow — Fri, 14 Mar 2008 14:44:00 +0000

............ yes im finally at that stage were i realise everything about my job sucks! well apart from the people.... ok well some of the people!

my current manager is leaving so everything we are currently doing is going to go tits up! and the way i see it the whole project imn involved in is going to fall apart! i cant stand certain people that i have to liase with, but the rest of the work force are great people that i dont want to lose contact with. the workload has become really random with either nothing to do or everyone wanting me to do something else sometimes not even related to my project! arghhh! its a nightmare!

anyone want to hire me.... im kind of a laid back person but by no means afraid of hardwork, i like teamwork but i work just aswell on my own! and i have what i would call good computer skills, but from what ive seen with some of the workers using computers i have amazing computer skills, and im relatively smart (dont like being big headed, but modesty is good!) and i can drive so i can get to where i need to be! any offers, why not i want at least £14,000 a year, now thats not to much to ask for is it!

Well thats dissapointing...

robisnow — Wed, 12 Mar 2008 11:20:00 +0000

Having come back online from well not being online for a while! firstly i'd like to say hello again to everyone i haven's spoken to in ages, and i hope that you are all doing well!

then to the dissapointing fact that i am no longer a rock god! the sad news comes as Mr. S was on call regularly saving lives etc. that there was just no time to come online and say hi! fortunately i remain a platinum chart topper which is respectfull at least, so i have decided with the downfall in my current workload that i will redeem my previous rock god status!

In other news i have decided to find another job as this one im in is just a state! "trust the NHS" no pun intended, i also am looking to go to university next year and do a course in game software development, which is something i have always wanted to do, and i have also decided i am going to keep a diary/journal whatever you want to call it but not like a day to day diary but more of a weekly one as this way i can ensure i have some intresting stuff to write about! rather then try and make a boring day sound good!

well do take care everyone ill be online a bit more hopefully now and ill speak to you all soon!

if anyone out there has a C++ programme they want to give me and teach me how to use id be happy to accept hehe! x

Ahh Happy Valentines Day

robisnow — Thu, 14 Feb 2008 13:47:00 +0000

well providing you have a significant other... that you like! lol!

ok well actually this is the first valentines day that i've had a girlfriend for and well all i can say is i wasnt missing much when i was single! just saving some cash!

so yer i tried booking a table at a restaurant she likes... apparently they dont do bookings but i phoned anyways, turned out they do and that there fully booked for tonite... and i did this three days ago when i found out where she wanted to go! everywheres booked up looks like i've failed my first V'day completely!... well the dinner at least!

next flowers! i was actually panicking here i thought if i get them early they'll die! and if i wait to long there'll be none left! but thankfully i held out till last nite where i bought a cheap boquet and a cheap set of other flowers and then today i also bought a small bunch of roses ive left them in some water and then when i get home ive gota quickly put them all together to make a very nice rather large boquet that looks like i spent more then £15! :)

night in or night out...? well she would like to go to london and i dont want to watch a soppy film so that solves that we are going to primrose hill should be nice and then well go into london for a bit just to spend a bit of time together!

so apart from cocking up on the meal, i have managed to get the flowers, 2 BIG Cards! (dont ask) and we are going out aswell. then i think i'll take her shopping to make up for the meal!! :D

on the other hand if i was single i wouldnt care about all this id have a load more cash and i could spend it on me! so dont gimme this im all alone for valentines day boohoo rubbish!!!! you've got it easy!!!

Morning all! my life update! if your interested!

robisnow — Mon, 28 Jan 2008 10:47:00 +0000

Yes well looks like my work has been taking its toll ive been extra busy latley and i just dont seem to be able to get online!

well the good news is that i had some great parties over the last few weeks! and ive got a few lined up too!!

the bad news! 1 of those parties was with work friends and i may have done a few rather embarrasing deeds! still we are all friends so thats good!

oh and i now have myself a girlfriend woopee! sorry lovely ladies but im taken now! :(

if anyone is out tonite look out for me and my good friend batman! yes superman is friends with batman we are going to a gd friends bday party so will be fun! and no were not flying were going in the batcar!

so the streets will be safe tonite!!!!

take care all! XD

Morning All

robisnow — Wed, 16 Jan 2008 09:32:00 +0000

Well i havent been online in a while! so hello to all sorry if youve missed me! :P

well i hope everyone is settled in nicely at work by now since the new year! i believe i have just recovered!

Well this morning has had a good start i had to pick a work colleague up to be at work for 9 and i overslept! what are the chances!!!

not fun but the evening should be better as i am going to get drunk with my work friends!!!

have a good day and will chat to you all soon!

Just when i was going to leave early!

robisnow — Thu, 20 Dec 2007 16:25:00 +0000

well its xmas i thought why not so i went to the car park and the spanner to my plan a car was blocking me in! arghh!

not fair so now i have to wait till 5 to leave :'(

Santa Claus is coming..

robisnow — Wed, 19 Dec 2007 12:28:00 +0000

.. to town!

what a song there is so many good vibes in that song well done to mr springsteen!

love that song play it as loud as possible windows down when im in the car to spread the christmas joy!!!

sorry to all those lovely people that have dropped shouts at my door i havent been online in a while so my appologies if i havent got back to you!!!

The Weekend Is Upon Us!

robisnow — Fri, 14 Dec 2007 16:16:00 +0000

another fun filled week has almost finished and so i do the usual friday blog!

this weeks been rather dramatic for me, private life has gone upside down but i still manage to smile through it!

works been a blast though i must say everyone is winding down for xmas and all the xmas dinners and lunches are happening so not a lot of work is being done! :)

lovely!

hope everyone has a fun filled weekend im going to be out partying tonite then xmas shopping tomorrow and working on sunday wahey! but ive been informed that sunday is going to be very very relaxed!!!

have fun Merry Christmas almost! and i will speak to you all soon!

middle of the week...SMILE!

robisnow — Wed, 12 Dec 2007 13:01:00 +0000

thats good, not long now and the wonderful weekend shall be back! lol mean while we all must enjoy today and have fun what ever we are doing!

im just at work having a 5 minute break so i though id try and make some people smile

; )

Superman

Weekend is upon us!

robisnow — Fri, 07 Dec 2007 16:16:00 +0000

Yes its that time again the week is drawing to a close.. quite slowly mite i add... but never the less the weekend is about to touch down

i expect everyone to have a smashing weekend and as most people wont be working this is not an excuse to go to bed early but the reason to be out partying each nite and sleeping in till 1! haha

unfortunately some of us including myself will have to work this weekend but dont let that stop you from having a good time, ill be at a gig tonite then a club! and tomorrow ill also be out work can wait the weekends mine!!!

if you are working stroll in to work tired but with a smile on your face from the nite before!!

if your not stay in bed all day but party all nite!

have a great weekend people

regards Superman! haha : )

long day...

robisnow — Thu, 06 Dec 2007 16:39:00 +0000

Well its been a rather long day today. i have been at work as you can tell, ive done a heck of a load of work but it still looks like ive done nothing :(

not good! lol

but besides tht rather boring stuff i went shopping with a bunch a girls in my lunch break wow was that the longest lunch of my life....

and also i've had barely anyone talk to me online :(

not to worry i dont mind im going home to partay with my friends lol!

take care all and have a good nite! x

Procrastinating

robisnow — Tue, 04 Dec 2007 14:13:00 +0000

yes another day in the offie and yet again i am avoiding doing this boring work load i have been given - not actually in my job!

still if they keep up with the offer that they will pay me more i might just do the work!

ive had 1 of my 5 a day as well today a chocolate orange! not sure if it has quite the same effect....

have a great day all XD

work is a bore..

robisnow — Mon, 03 Dec 2007 13:39:00 +0000

im sitting here doing the dullest work on the planet, work im not getting paid to do either! for that matter, but it has to be done and im apparently the only one capable arghhh!

im cranky too, suggs isnt here, and i need some extra sleep and for once thats not because i stayed up all nite clubbing its meerely cos my friend kept me up by chatting all nite!!

arghhh i hate being cranky, also i just lost aload of cash cos i had to pay for my insurance which sucks!

ok im done!

hope everyone has a great day! :)