hmm what to do?

cornflake_girl — Sat, 03 Nov 2007 15:20:04 +0000

Hey,

Ok tonight, being Saturday night and all that, and the fact that I am not working until 2pm tomorrow afternoon, I face the tough decision of what to do tonight. A friend of mine called me today, asking me out with him and a few other people. One of those people, is a girl, called Kelly. Kelly and I used to be best friends years ago. Unfortunately, she was a bitch, and done one of the worst things your best mate would do. I shall enlighten you all on the situation.

About 4 years ago, I met a guy, called Mark. I remember the first time we met. For me, it was love at first sight. Of course, as most people would do, I told my best mate about him. She knew all my secrets, and knew how much I loved Mark. One night mark and I had a bit of an arguement, and I phoned kelly in tears, asking her to pick me up and take me home. Of course she came and got me, we talked etc. She then told me that she will have a free house the following night and that Mark and I should come up and sort things out. So we did. We went to Kelly's, and after an hour, I went outside for a smoke. 5 minutes later, kelly came outside to join me. She then told me that Mark had kissed her in the living room, and she kissed him back. Of course I was angry but thought..."it's only a kiss" so I went back in and went to the spare room where my mobile was charging. I sent a few messages etc. Came back down to the living room and she was giving him oral. I was so hurt. I felt like my heart had been ripped out and kelly and mark were holding it infront of me. So anyway, I just walked up to the spare room and cried for like...an hour and thought to myself "why should I sit up here and let them get away with that?!" so I went back down, sat on the chair and after 5 mins, they noticed I was there. Mark and Kelly fixed themselves up and mark left and went to the other bedroom. Kelly and I sat in silence for a half hour, then she went to her bedroom, or so I thought. I sat for another while, then went to the spare room to sleep. Kelly's bedroom was at the top of the house, and the spare room was at the bottom. I could hear them from my room, having sex. I did not get up and go home. I didn't want my parents to know, plus Kelly lived in the country. Anyway, the next morning kelly asked me if I wanted a lift home, I said no. That was basically the last time I talked to her. All of our friends tell me to get over it and move on. It is easier said than done. Now I feel like I can't have a serious relationship and get out of them before they get serious, for fear of them hurting me.

Anyway...so back to tonight. Should I go out with Rory and Kelly? Or should I sit in and just chill out? Suggestions please!

Last night

cornflake_girl — Thu, 01 Nov 2007 19:50:59 +0000

Hello!

Im new to this, however I have been listening to Virgin Radio for years and years. Fantastic station!

Well last night was Hallowe'en night. I spent the night in fits of laughter as I was watching Bill Bailey over here in Belfast. It was amazing. Loads of new material, and extremely funny. We were crying with laughter. If any one gets the chance to see him over in the mainland, I highly recommend you go. I then went to the pub, which was packed with people in fancy dress which kinda spoiled the night as it was open mic night. However, it is surprising as it was halloween.

Grr back to the grind tomorrow. Oh the joy!

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hmm what to do?

Last night